Today isn't an ordinary day

Today is the day where memories welcome back
Today is the day that pull me under
I try to say to me: -You are alive, nothing else matters!-
I'll try to stop overthinking,
I'll try to fight but I'm feel so tired
Today is the day of my closure
Today I'm crying much more
Alone in a secure place
I've done a lot than you think
It isn't an ordinary day
to me to me to me is much more
I'm trying... I'm trying to accept
And I'm always smile to my pain
Today is the blind day where my depression have no mercy.
Today isn't an ordinary day
to me...

La canzone d'accompagnamento di oggi♫♪ : Dolores O'Riordan - Ordinary Day